Pain ???!

And you teach me about what is pain. Hellooo? Can anybody explain me Why this word called "PAIN"must be exist in this world?? don't lecture me beib, more you take me there more it will be paining. What must i do with you huhhhhh??? I wanna LEAVE !!, But i'm not strong enuf to do it! Its still being said that you are still my happiness but,, ermmmmmm i HATE that feeling. Once i tried not think about you feeling like angry, then whatttt? In morning after wake up again thinking of you....and so much very sad landed in my heart. But with or without you all i get is heart full of pain!! So much pain. . . . .!! My heart is like in a cage and a knife is stabbed in, and its really bleeding heavilyyy,,,, ermm yeah not so feel good to share this thing in here. from some months ago, my life is full of sorrow. Sorrow with that condition of heart, so really really pathetic heart. Dear Heart I'm sorry, even a very intelligent doctor can never help it. And then tadaaaaaa here i am still crying over and over again for You only For you. This tears just can't be count. If you talk bout TIRED ohhh yesh i'm so TIRED,T-I-R-E-D totally TIRED