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December 15, 2012

When A Girl Cries

Diny A December 15, 2012 my love , Note Tambah Komentar

"When a girl cries over a boy
that means she misses him",
well that's true.
"When a boy cries over a girl
that means no one could ever love her
like that boy".
Haha Are you sure??
this world is not as big as apple tree's leaves.
She definitely will find another boy
who will cry for her!!!

January 26, 2012

What I Want

Diny A January 26, 2012 love , pain Tambah Komentar

I want you to love me like how i want you to love me.
I want you fight for me. I really want a man who can die for me by his love.
Who can fight for me when everything gets down.
He would never give up on me and would never let me go, even the hardest situation.
He Who will sacrifice everything to get his love, even if He must begging on her feet.
He will do it becoz his love just too much.
He will do everything just becoz he don't want to make her sad.
Why always me who always been fighting for him WHY???

I do everything even if i must begging on his feet.
That is just a wish he would carry over my shoulder and hug me.
Don't care if he would just kick me.
And I understand that his love isn't that much.

December 14, 2011

I Miss You & Our Old Memories

Diny A December 14, 2011 pain , Relationship Tambah Komentar

I know it's been 1 year 5 months. I understand if maybe boredom has come or something i don't know. Only pain that i feel, when someone who was making me feel special has been changed. What i must do? Nothing!! I saved this pain, wish you will be back like old, wish a miracle would come to change everything, wish time can be turned back when you loved me like no-one has ever done that to me ! where is that feeling that grown in your chest ? Where you throw that feeling to?? Are you still wanting me? I'm too much putting hopes on you. I miss you, miss you and our old memories !! Okay don't be sad

December 11, 2011

Little Note

Diny A December 11, 2011 Diary , Note Tambah Komentar

uum WeLL, i have little note that i always write when something just i can't show and its little important to being published :D,becoz whenever i write down my feeling i feel little better. you guys can read?? Absolutely not

this one little old. And my note is messed up

. And again its in Indo language guys

i'll just translate some words that you guys who aren't indonesian can understand

Okay let's get started

21 nov 2011
sedih... Sedih ini gak berujung, kapan kamu terakhir nangis? Last nite, yesh LastNITE !!! Air mata kembali menetes. Kenapa kau tidak membunuh ku saja? Aku capek letih lesu lemah, nah loh? Anemia dong! Wkwk. . . Rasanya pengen mati, nyadar sih, yang ngomong gitu cuma orang yang lagi frustasi aja, tapi kan aku lagi frustasi. Frustasi tingkat presiden barack obama neh, jengjeng *e kunti e bencong* nah loh latah! Dah sih segitu aja.

Oky, this my note just telling that i was very sad , sad without an ending. When i cried last time?? Last nite yes last nite, my tears flow again. Why didn't he just kill me?? I'm tired tired tired totally tired. Feel like wanna DIE. I know only frustrated people say that. But now i think i'm one OF them. I'm frustrated so damn frustrated.