I Miss You & Our Old Memories

I know it's been 1 year 5 months. I understand if maybe boredom has come or something i don't know. Only pain that i feel, when someone who was making me feel special has been changed. What i must do? Nothing!! I saved this pain, wish you will be back like old, wish a miracle would come to change everything, wish time can be turned back when you loved me like no-one has ever done that to me ! where is that feeling that grown in your chest ? Where you throw that feeling to?? Are you still wanting me? I'm too much putting hopes on you. I miss you, miss you and our old memories !! Okay don't be sad