Showing posts with label Relationship. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Relationship. Show all posts

February 3, 2015



Karena aku menginginkan DIA, menurutmu ada jaman sekarang kaum muda indonesia macam dia? beruntung sekali kalau aku bisa mendapatkan dia. kuyakin dia bisa jadi imam yang baik, kalau dilihat dari sifatnya yang lagi "kasmaran" jarang kaum muda yang dapat mengendalikan emosi & nafsu nya. tapi dia bisa. dan kurasa dia juga cukup ngerti apa itu hidup selain faktor umur yang lebih tua 3 tahun dariku, dan kebiasan religious nya. aku yakin dari sifat dia, dia mengerti apa itu pernikahan dan apa itu membina rumah tangga. karena memilih pasangan hidup bukanlah urusan main-main.

hanya satu hal yang ingin kukatakan padamu, aku sangat ingin memilikimu :)



November 5, 2012

Can't wait to face you
Can't wait to touch you
Can't wait to do everything with you
Can't wait just to be with you everytime
Can't wait Can't wait Can't wait.

You are always in my imagination
You never run out of my mind
I'll always wait for you
Until the day that the lord of love
Finally meet us in His bridge of love
and lead in to His marvellous palace


November 2, 2012



O you whom I always miss,
Your smile never crossed my imagination.
your name already painted in my heart.
but where are you now
you're so far away from me O you who always disturb my inner peace,

Every moment waiting for you quizzically.
Will you going to pick me up?
O you who paralyze my heart;
O you who always haunt my nights,
May your nights are always decorated with serene prostration,
Dissolve in sobs and prayers,
Together with the angels,
So that our love will blossom in the world and the hereafter. O the owner of my ribs,

It seems that The Owner of Secrets still want to keep you,
You walk in the other atmosphere, While I am here.
But..
We are on the same earth.
Believe...
One day, The Owner of Love will guide our steps,
To walk in His earth.
In the shade of His love ...
 

December 14, 2011



I know it's been 1 year 5 months. I understand if maybe boredom has come or something i don't know. Only pain that i feel, when someone who was making me feel special has been changed. What i must do? Nothing!! I saved this pain, wish you will be back like old, wish a miracle would come to change everything, wish time can be turned back when you loved me like no-one has ever done that to me ! where is that feeling that grown in your chest ? Where you throw that feeling to?? Are you still wanting me? I'm too much putting hopes on you. I miss you, miss you and our old memories !! Okay don't be sad

December 11, 2011


uum WeLL, i have little note that i always write when something just i can't show and its little important to being published :D,becoz whenever i write down my feeling i feel little better. you guys can read?? Absolutely not rolling on the floor this one little old. And my note is messed up . And again its in Indo language guys i'll just translate some words that you guys who aren't indonesian can understand

Okay let's get started

21 nov 2011
sedih... Sedih ini gak berujung, kapan kamu terakhir nangis? Last nite, yesh LastNITE !!! Air mata kembali menetes. Kenapa kau tidak membunuh ku saja? Aku capek letih lesu lemah, nah loh? Anemia dong! Wkwk. . . Rasanya pengen mati, nyadar sih, yang ngomong gitu cuma orang yang lagi frustasi aja, tapi kan aku lagi frustasi. Frustasi tingkat presiden barack obama neh, jengjeng *e kunti e bencong* nah loh latah! Dah sih segitu aja.

Oky, this my note just telling that i was very sad , sad without an ending. When i cried last time?? Last nite yes last nite, my tears flow again. Why didn't he just kill me?? I'm tired tired tired totally tired. Feel like wanna DIE. I know only frustrated people say that. But now i think i'm one OF them. I'm frustrated so damn frustrated.